I'm saddened by this news and disappointed. Mainly because he's such a talent and he seems to be just pissing it away.
I'm also angry that he's got the life I dreamt of and he doesn't respect it. Talent aside, if someone told me that these are the list of (achievable) things I need to do to play S15 and possibly Test Rugby, I wouldn't need to wait for the thinking music. I couldn't give a fuck if I had to sit in the change rooms with the boys, singing the team song with a Powerade in my hand for the rest of my career. I would be prepared to pay a pretty high price to have that opportunity and what he's doing is essentially pissing on it. /rant