Medical stuff:
I went back to the GP to get onto 10mg version of Crestor rather than the 20mg I started with. Apparently getting off statins is nearly as big a trial as starting the bastards, so we're going with this for 3 months, then will look at the blood tests and maybe step down to 5mg or just ditch them altogether.
After all, the first 8 weeks produced some fucking amazing results, of which the mediciation is obviously a part. The lifestyle changes (barring Saturday's blowout) are more significant from an ongoing maintenance perspective.
On the Men's Health front: after crushing the LDL, losing some weight, getting more active, adding some muscle mass, and STILL getting inconsistent results in the boudoir, the GP, my chiro, and I have determined that there is nothing physically fucked enough to be the primary cause of my ED. As evidence: I still get nocturnal erections, so the plumbing appears to be generally in order.
To address this, I've booked in with a psych/counsellor who specialises in sexual health and men's issues around ED and such, to help unpick any knots I'm either unaware of, or unable to overcome on my own.
I was hoping there was a simple, physical cure for this, so that I could get on with my life.
Look, it has really only been 10 weeks since I started, so I am definitely impatient. There are also bigger worries around my long term health than my sex life, but I'm a believer in living for now and planning for later.
Additionally, this kind of anxiety is a gateway into a big spiral about self esteem and self worth in general. So its important to address it from as many angles as possible.
I'm also still tending to wake up early in the morning (before 0500) which is part of the brain issue. No issue getting to sleep - staying there long enough is my problem.