AngrySeahorse
Peter Sullivan (51)
I've struggled with this illness since I was 15. I had what I assume was a breakdown at 20 and began comprehensive treatment. The good thing is, I'm at a point now where I'm in a stable and happy position for the first time in what seems like years - to the point where I forgot what it felt like.
It's still a constant battle. There are days I cannot get out of bed - physically cannot muster the energy. You're likely the same SFR. It's exhausting to live like that.
But it's a battle that must be fought, and can be won.
100% can't agree enough. I have a friend of mine who is an alcoholic with bipolar disorder who describes having the same issue. He states that getting out of bed, cleaning his teeth, etc, once simple tasks, ended up requiring huge motivation for him to get up & do.